life kinda hit hard lately in terms of myself, and then we got bad news about my mom's anemia she's had lately. results on a biopsy of something found during her colonoscopy says it's cancer, and more than likely it's stage 1 or 2 and caught early, which is really good news, as far as good news can get when about cancer.
so i've been dealing with a lot lately and have been away again, and i'm really sorry. i'm trying to stay active the best i can. i started a wild world town and am gonan start a new leaf town as means to off and on play up to new horizon's release, so i'll try to post pics and stuff on my ac blog @seabass
again i'm sorry, i really wanna be active but things just keep happening :(
[body image/weight related]
i've been eating better and neglecting my body saying hey! gimme a snack! bc lately i've gained and not like a pound or two but...more... and i really wanna lose a lot to be where i was summer 2017 bc i had made really good progress!! still much overweight but less so. i've lost a few in the past few days as well.
i don't weight watch really i just was in the room with the scale last night so i checked it out. made me feel better! also eating better is improving my moods and maybe energy? b i feel i'm talking more to people and i feel i wanna blog here and there and whatnot. i'm trying to change a lot of habits overall and make myself just overall better.
on saturday i deleted the rest of the s/n/k posts from my tumblr and my body feels even more cleansed bc of it. i kept a log of before and after deleting them all, throughout the process over many months here and there. with 150-200 total posts deleted being unrelated to the tag in question, overall i deleted 6308
friday my mom and i went in for a group interview at a laundry and linen washing/etc place and orientation is wednesday and we start thursday! i'm trying not to psych myself out but they will work with us to find our strong suits! i'm excited but nervous.
so long, old job! you laid us off we're not coming back :D
mom and i may have found a new job! one of her ex-coworkers works at a hospitality place that does linens and laundry and stuff for hospitals and restaurants and we're almost basically secured a position! we're going in tomorrow to get a hair follicle test and background check and whatnot, and hopefully they work with us on family stuff (aka leaving early to help family members bc we're the only ones who can/do, on certain days) but i have a potentially good feeling :o hopefully mon-fri bc i value free time on weekends, especially for my mental health........... and for me it's a big ol' pay raise
i hate bee movie so to see the script on here...........
mom and i got laid off today. we knew we would bc we can't come in at regular time (we come in so early out of necessity) and it's super slow... so after we use all our vacay days it's set in stone. they're gonna try to figure it out but if they haven't by now, they wont :/
ask me a question and i will 100% honestly answer it